How to Stop Playing Small After Loss | Ep 103

My word for 2025 was heartsick.

On December 16th, I lost one of the most important people inmy life — Leslie Kathleen Adams. Athlete, philanthropist, Rotarian, Paul HarrisFellow, and more than a friend. She was family.

Before Season 9 goes one episode further, I needed to talkabout her. Because she is the reason this season exists the way it does — andshe is the reason I’m done living small.

 In this episode Ishare:

→ Who Leslie was — the athlete, the traveler, the giver

→ What her death cracked open in me

→ What “living small” actually looks like (and howI recognized it in myself)

→ What changes now — travel, business, showing up fully

→ The full-circle story of Uncle Jaysen, volleyball, and aphoto I’d never seen

This one is vulnerable. It’s real. And if you’ve ever waitedfor the “right time” to start living the life you actually want —this episode is for you.

Season 9 is dedicated to Leslie Kathleen Adams. Everyepisode. Every honest conversation. Every time I show up fully instead ofhalfway. This is for her.

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 Chapters:

00:00 – “My word for 2025 was heartsick.” — Theopening

01:00 – Who was Leslie Kathleen Adams? How we met:Microsoft, Reno, 2011 — two decades apart, one family

03:00 – The walls of her office: a life already fully lived

04:00 – 2025 — the hardest year, and what grief actuallylooks like

 06:00 – The athlete:volleyball, skiing, golf, cycling — she did it all

10:00 – “Anyone who knew Leslie would not describe heras someone who waited.”

12:30 – It’s not about the finish line — it’s about who’sbeside you

13:00 – The honest truth: where I’ve been playing small inbusiness

14:00 – Coaching volleyball and stepping back from grief

15:30 – What’s coming next: travel, business goals, andmoving forward

16:00 – Denver Broncos, birthday football games, and anunexpected connection

17:00 – The full-circle mystery: Reno, UNR, and a pictureI’d never seen

20:00 – The Country Music Cruise: the last big trip together

21:00 – Adding a travel agency license — what’s next for thebusiness

22:00 – “It doesn’t feel like a choice not to playsmall anymore. It feels like I’m responsible.” 22:30 – ⭐THE MOMENT: “The right time is right now. It’s today.”

23:00 – The Season 9 dedication to Leslie

24:00 – The Paul Harris Fellow: Rotary’s spirit of serviceabove self

27:00 – Stop playing small: personal health, community,business — all of it

28:00 – The eulogy moment: Uncle Jaysen, volleyball, and aphoto nobody expected

30:00 – Full circle: the room at the memorial, the throughline of Leslie

31:00 – Final words: lean in, stand up, stand out

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